Saturday, August 14, 2010

Things I Can't Do Anymore...



I can't lie to myself - if something is wrong.. its wrong!

Monday, August 9, 2010

It still hurts

"Travel changes you. As you move through this life and this world you change things slightly, you leave marks behind, however small. And in return, life - and travel - leaves marks on you. Most of the time, those marks - on your body or on your heart - are beautiful. Often, though, they hurt."...Anthony Bourdain

Thursday, August 5, 2010

If You Forget Me by Pablo Neruda

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

Monday, August 2, 2010

Hero




This man is my hero - Anthony Bourdain.

I recently watched a show that documented his life as an up-and-coming writer and you know what - it inspired me to write again. I'm not going to sit here and say "OH my god - I'm gonna post all my writings right here and start a new." Fuck that! I'm going to start writing again but on my own terms. Anthony writes like he talks - so do I! I may post something here from time to time as usual but I really want to sit down and write down my thoughts and ideas again. Now that I'm back off to college and the real world I will be allowed to do so. Without being controlled.