Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Because I'll never be what people want me to be..



Sorry that I'm not 36 24 36 with tattoos and pierced nipples and tongue ring.

Sad thing is.. I used to be that girl. Now I'm just a fat, tattooed, and depressed girl.

I just want me life back and the sad thing is I'll never have it back. As long as I'm here I'm always going to be haunted by what people have done to me and how I am so much of a failure. Hell - no one ever leaves me comments of even bothers to read this damn journal I've kept over the last well almost two years.



And this is the girl I'm not... but I wish I was... I wish I wasn't the shell of a person I used to be nor an ugly fat girl I am now.

4 comments:

°•.♥.•°ڼَپَڞَ♥ڨَڸَڪَ°•.♥.•° said...

I do not know why I read your words and also not known for Why do I write to you that's all I know I felt something when I read your words
All I wish is that you be happy just for one thing just because you're a human being in every sense of the word.

°•.♥.•°ڼَپَڞَ♥ڨَڸَڪَ°•.♥.•° said...

I do not know why I read your words and also not known for Why do I write to you that's all I know I felt something when I read your words
All I wish is that you be happy just for one thing just because you're a human being in every sense of the word.

°•.♥.•°ڼَپَڞَ♥ڨَڸَڪَ°•.♥.•° said...

I do not know why I read your words and also not known for Why do I write to you that's all I know I felt something when I read your words
All I wish is that you be happy just for one thing just because you're a human being in every sense of the word.

°•.♥.•°ڼَپَڞَ♥ڨَڸَڪَ°•.♥.•° said...
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