What Happened?

Thoughts of you still fill my mind from time to time. I often wonder if I'm your biggest regret or your biggest disaster barely diverted. I look for your name, I even look at the stars and wonder if you ever wished on the same star I wished on. As much as I despise and hate your actions it doesn't change how much I've loved you or even how much I wish our love could have grown and became stronger. I guess I should delete all the pictures of us - but I just don't have the heart to do it.. Maybe because I wish you could still look at me like you used to... or maybe I just wish I could find away to forgive myself for being so stupid to believe that someone would actually love me. Never the less...Someday I must find peace. But will you?