Today I received a phone call from my mother, telling me about the events of 5 Nov 2009. I am sure you all have read or seen what has happened on the news today at Ft. Hood, TX. Of course my heart sank out of my chest into my stomach because in all stupidity (and I hate myself for it) I thought about Dory. Then I obviously realized he is deployed but it scared me.. I don't know why but it scared me all afternoon.
Why should I be scared? Why should I allow myself to care for someone who doesn't obviously care for me?
It makes me miserable.
Even now.
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