I never thought at 24 I would be in this situation but I will be having surgery soon to see if thats what the lump is, hopefully its just a cyst.. but who knows. And at the rate I'm going I wouldn't be surprised. I thought by this point in my life I would have a steady relationship and something accomplished in my life.. I have neither. So if its cancer - FUCKING TAKE ME. I'm done. People talk about a loving god and all this stuff... God doesn't love me - He's fucking abandoned me.
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