Alone... Have you ever felt so alone and lost that you judt wanted to sleep the rest of your life away? it hurts my heart the amount of bullshit I've been dealing with lately. From the buercacy of the Army to Mike starting his shit again to feeling like a fat loser that no one wants. It hurts so bad this pain I feel. This constant state of purgatory I live in. I can't even begin to start my healing or even looking forward to the future because I have to wait on everyone else. Because I have had to put my life in other peoples hands - the last time I did that... well... I was raped. Sometimes I wish I would have died that night - it would have saved myself and my family a lot of trouble. Because at the end of the day no one cares.
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